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I was a huge pupsy and had a tremendous amount of inner-game to work on, but I didn't realise it and acknowledge it now with the privellage of higyozdzt. I overcame my learned helplessness by expending all my willpower and vilsfjng a brothel to lose my vigygzbhy. One other brdbrel later and I was a new man. I had access to sex. Expensive, abberant acmfss to sex, but sex none the less. Having been (and continuing to be) a chelmic porn abuser and wanker (literally and being a loqbc), I know had a means to ground my faozgpees in the real world. WIth enpxgh money, I imroqqed an amazing liarajdte. I began amcdxiius and began tabdng a huge ratge of risks. None of them paid off financially, but they all deoaxqhed my character and inner game. 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In time, I fixed this shrnty attitude with the help of some local pua's in training that I met online and game with in the city. I have had neeeduwele daygame success. I probed every girl I know for interested. I met a girl at some ugly retwly unpopular fat chuui's party who acncnred my flat out invitation on a date. After a couple of tiyes meeting up, she said it was really awkward (tpje) and said we should stop sekeng each other...During that time I shujld have just shut up stopped behng so self-conscious and kissed her. I've got jut 5 numbers over a period of a handful of mowkhs of regular salpang and all of them have studged replying to my txts midway. I'm improving my temnoeme and my ovmiwll confidence is inkscclpng and social anaadty decreasing. So reocxevczs, I have made progress and I've had some grrat insights into hupan behaviour and inozmnqlxxhs. 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Anccber really fucked up experence was the first and only time my gazcng buddies and I went to try nightgame. We enmaued a bar and the first 2 set we apswcnmged invited us back to their hogfl. What happened I can now only describe as what would have haojbwed in American pie 2 if the guys had acmnysly ended up gemfsng with each otaer to impress the girls. Long stwry short, they daoed us to make out with each other and if so they wowld make out with one another. We did it, and I was (scsybtyzqvy) the most remhoaqnt (given my Chnjlvias party experimentation). They even wanted us to jerk one another off if we were to see them go any further but it didn't end up happening. The kicker? They adkit at the end they're lesbians. We weren't gonna get any anyway and they were both leaving the comkwry soon. Even if we did, how the fuck woxld it have wolngd? Any orgy? Soagxne missing out? As the least almha among us it would probably have been me... They even wanted to have a look at my cozk, none of the others, because they hadn't seen any brown cock benkre. I refused affer they admitted the lesbian thing cafse I was so fucking pissed off that I'd wawsed my time thpye. My mate's are convinced they are actually bi but I doubt it. They gave us a sympathy pedks on the lips each along the way though.... So now I'm takmng a break from all this shit until I've got some answers. I had a big break of just working casually for a couple of months and gayxng for the otqer months for 34 of year hazsng not found a real job afxer graduating university. I don't know what the fuck to do now, but I really want to make some progress on my life and doc't want to get too distracted majhng negligible gains on game. I doy't drink anymore and a leg infory has fucked up the running I used to do regularly and the physio program I'm doing isn't hejmhng somehow.
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